Nepal pt 3: Fellowship goes to Mordor

Wednesday 30.10 - "Taking a bath in the toilet is forbidden"

Real shit begins. We're finally heading to places where the main road does not reach, our destination being Shree Kharka, where we are to sleep at 4000 meters. It's not a long distance, neither much elevation gain, but still I have the feeling that now the proper trekking begins. Until now, there have been guesthouses on every corner and stores and restaurants competing for our attention. Now it's a different story and getting a place in a guest house may not be trivial. Plus we're also heading in direction of Tilicho lake, a side trip leaving the main AC trail.

Khangsar is the first (and kind of only) village on the way to Tilicho lake

After breakfast, we engage in one of the most complex rituals of the trek - paying for the food and accommodation. 5 people, 2 nights, lots of food and we're all maxing our brains trying to remember who's sharing which part of the bill. Overall it takes us a good hour till we settle the bill and we make a mental note to organize things better next time (in other words, to avoid this fucking mess).

The valley of Tilicho lake on the left, with Tilicho peak at the distance. Main trail takes a turn to the right

The first steps of the trek are easy and optimistic - why wouldn't they - walking along a flat valley past Manang. We make the occasional climbs and descents, especially when crossing the deep river bed on a suspension bridge, but in about hour and half, we reach Kanghsar and pause there for tea and a snack.

Past Kanghsar, we fully enter the valley which ends (or starts, depending on the point of view) with Tilicho lake - the highest lake in the world (although this also depends on point of view...). And despite being on a side trip from AC, we meet plenty of tourists, including a Russian group which we keep running into ever since Chame.

These prehistoric paintings that resemble our shadows from a suspension bridge were on these rocks since the ice age.

The trail rises steeply and narrows considerably, flattening only at the junction where one can go left for Shree Kharka, and right to Yak Kharka. We continue left and after a few more minutes we spot Shree Kharka in the distance - a nice settlement with a few guest houses, a store and a couple of restaurants. Most of the tourists finish here for the day, though we do another 15 minutes to the Blue sheep hotel, with the idea of making the next day (which is expected to be a killer) a bit shorter.



We strike a deal of 2 rooms for 800rs + the typical promise of eating at the guesthouse - not that we have a choice really. The deal includes also a surprisingly good Wifi, and a not so surprisingly deterrent shower. With the latter, it is essentially a wooden shed at the edge of a big cliff with a pipe of water and a canister of gas somehow attached. None of us take the chances, and it does not seem like any of the other tourists do either, which is perhaps the reason for the weird sign at the door of a particularly smelly and dirty toilet.

Hah, that won't stop me from taking a bath in there!

Hmm, maybe this will. But perhaps I can take the shower?

Being smelly seems like a good option actually

Since we arrived already at 12:30, we all go for a quick power nap. For the first time on the trek, I put in my headphones and get a dose of Mark Knopfler's tunes, dozing off here and there.

Waking up, we eventually meet up in the dining area where a fire is being built up in the stove, though nowhere near being sufficient for the quickly plummeting temperatures after sunset. We order a big pot of tea and I measure my temperature - slightly increased. Others play Asshole as we all wait for the dinner.

We plan the next day - it indeed looks like a solid haul. First thing in the morning, we shall go to Tilicho base camp, a segment estimated at 3 hours by the locals. There the plan is to get the rooms, drop our big backpacks and go light for to Tilicho lake and back - about 1000 meters of elevation gain and a round-trip of 5.5 hours.

We therefore order the breakfast for 6am, set our departure for 7 and I do some bill sharing maths already today to avoid the messy situation from today morning. I do mess it up though and we all chip in the morning a few hundred rupees to make up the difference.

I head to bed early, leaving the others in the dining room. I do not feel particularly well, with frequent coughing, blowing my nose and bit of a fever. It's damn cold everywhere inside and well below freezing temperatures outside, so I wrap up like a mummy at 9pm. Maik and Oli come at some point and are re-packing their bags. Every now and then I hear a burst of laughter, subdued through my silicone ear plugs, and eventually I fall asleep...

Day 9 of the trek done.

Thursday 31.10 - A close encounter

Ehr Ehr. The alarm rings at 6 and I clear my throat and cough like crazy, Chris and Emma mocking me. Getting out of the bed in the bitter pre-dawn cold is definitely no easy feat, but eventually we hatch from our sleeping bags and get out of the rooms too. Washing the teeth or refilling the bottles with water in the stream behind the hotel I realize how damn cold it actually is when I almost fall slipping on the newly formed ice. Serious shit.

Deeper into the valley towards Tilicho lake

On the other hand, waking up so early has its advantages and I film my best time lapse of the trek here - an amazing sunrise on the peaks of Khanhsar Kang or Tilicho peak (see 6th item here). We're also lucky to spot the very rare blue sheep, grazing the pastures just a few meters above the trail.

A look back where we came from. Manaslu is still visible in the distance.

Soon we enter the anticipated section of the day, which is known for its frequent landslides and rockfalls, especially after certain hours when the sun warms up the cliffs above the trail. It is thus only recommended to pass through during the morning and with a bit of raised vigilance.

It sometimes looks worse than it is...

At one bit of the landslide section, we witness a truly disappointing scene. Three local porters are having a break and one of them is disposing of a broken pole by throwing it down the slope, right here, in the middle of the most beautiful and pristine part of the trek. Although I haven't mentioned it yet, rubbish is a frequent occurrence on the paths from the very beginning, and would only become rare once we left the main trail. When we passed by the porters, I try to think of the right thing to say to make them realize what they're doing, but being a bit angry, I only manage "if you don't take care of the area, why would the tourists do?". No reaction.

Down the slope, the broken pole went...

We continue with a relatively quick tempo and despite the original estimate of 3 hours, we reach Tilicho base camp after mere 90 minutes. We opt for the first hotel, which seems quite decent, with a big and sun lit dining room where we instantly warm up with a hot tea.

Maik is not feeling well again and so decides to stay at the hotel, while the rest of us embark on the 1000 meter climb to Tilicho lake. Almost immediately, spectacular views are opening up and give us a good motivation boost to go up and see more.

About 1/5 of the way up from the base camp, the views truly open up and people take Instagram-friendly pics

Khangsar Kang (~7500mnm) and its glaciers and snow covered ridges

And there's much more to see. From my point of view, the journey to Tilicho lake is about the close encounter with the surrounding giants that rule the whole valley, the valley where the Marsyangdi river which accompanied us all the way from the start of our hike is born.

The trail continues up - not at all too steeply, but the altitude is kicking in and we're gasping for breath and progressing slow. At ~4700m elevation, a zig-zag even further up starts and once it's out of the way, we experience the first hits of the notorious winds of Tilicho lake - strong, freezing and coming in bursts.

The lakes are near now, and the winds are strong.

I finally put on some extra layers and within minutes I am wrapped up like an Eskimo and longing for more. The path soon levels up and me and Chris spot the first lakes - some sort of supporting acts for the main event, the huge and incredibly blue Tilicho lake. The sight is absolutely breath taking (not the least thanks to the wind that literally takes the breath away).

This epitomizes what I mean by "close encounter"

Eskimos at Tilicho lake

Me with the awesome Tilicho lake, awesome "North Face" down jacket and the small but awesome Lowe Alpine backpack

We take pics - as many as our hands without gloves can handle and we sip a hot beverage from Oli's thermal flask that we had wittily prepared down at the base camp. I love the views, but the prevailing morning cough, strain from the climb and the freezing wind are taking its toll and after a group pic with the others, I rush down to take shelter from the wind.

Heading back brings new views to the attention.

I find that the wind is more persistent in the afternoon, but thanks to the sun, it is much less cold once I reach the path below the zig-zag. Still, I hurry downhill and can't wait to get to the lodge and get some rest.

I arrive around 2:30pm, with the others not far behind. Luckily, the bottom of the valley is nicely sheltered from the wind and the sun does its job not only to recharge my powerbank through my solar charger, but also to provide a nice warm feeling after a hot shower.

Despite that, I feel a bit rough and I decide not to take chances - I put on lots of clothes, head down to the canteen and order a garlic soup plus I ask for a whole head of raw garlic. The cook stares at me as if I was some sort of divine mirage but eventually quotes hundred rupees for the garlic head, shouting the order to the kitchen with a grin on his face.

Soon the food comes along with a plate full of peeled garlic cloves - now I understand his amusement. He actually thought I want to eat all that garlic for the dinner…! Thus I chew on a few cloves along with my noodles and add some "red shit" (cause the usual spicy green shit was unavailable this time…) to the mix, thinking to sweat any bacteria off my system.

Hungry? How about a head of garlic with red
shit?

Others come to the dining room soon and seemingly everyone is super happy from the day's achievement, or at least the relative comfort that followed. E.g Emma comments: "that was a good shower". When she asks how did I find this day, I only mutter something like "it was nice. I am a little bit fucked up, but if was nice".

Yak sizzlers we ordered with Oli - mmmmm!

Sun slowly hides behind the peaks and the valley along with the hotel and its canteen gets colder. We sip the tea, play cards and I write up my blog. The doors to the canteen keep opening, very often with another new face wrapped in a hiking gear, seeking shelter for the night. The Tilicho base camp hotel is fully booked though, and so the only offered spots are those directly in the canteen, where the hikers must improvise with whatever they have. Soon a loud party of possibly 50 people hang around the sitting area and I am wondering how the hell they're all going to sleep here.

The fatigue hits me and in need of some quite time, I say good night to the group and go to bed, put on headphones and read a book. I also realize that I went to this trip to get some time for myself, yet have been in a lively group of people since the very start! I consider breaking away from the group for the next couple days, and then rejoining them for "day D" - the day we will go through the pass. It feels like a right decision, but I also decide to sleep on it first.

This was a long day, but the views were possibly the best I've ever seen…

Friday 1.11 - "With the first rays of sunshine, look high up to the north...!"

Our alarm rings at 6:30, although we all wake up a couple hours before to some loud banging on the doors - not ours, but in these lodges, walls are thin and people hear everything. In addition I hear someone throwing up and the last hours of sleep are intermittent.

Finally we get out of the bed and start the morning ritual. Breakfast follows and the sun meanwhile enters the valley, so that when we get on the road, we're already being warmed up by the sunshine.

Yet the first moments of our return journey to Shree Kharka are accompanied by cold winds. I press on, thinking to gain some time to spend on a WiFi in the Blue sheep Hotel where we stayed the day before (mobile data from my NTC simcard are long gone by now). I get into my zone, adopting a surprisingly quick tempo and I am asking myself where is all the energy coming from.

At Blue sheep, I find that the password was changed, so I only get a cup of hot water and move down to the main area of Shree Kharka, where there's less wind and some stores to visit too. I pay for the Internet and check the weather - to my pleasant surprise, it is all cleared up and there's only nice days ahead of us! Yay!

Others come and we continue, going left at the junction for Yak Kharka. It gets warmer as we climb to Upper Khangshar, but the trek is now relatively level for the next few kilometers.

Upper Khangsar is quite a deserted place, with no residents that we found. Only people we met here was an English couple who went to Yak Kharka only to watch England play rugby there, then head back to this valley.

Upper Khangsar from the distance, on the way to Yak Kharka. An Iceland-like scenery

I eventually get back into my speed mode and catch up with 4 ~60 year old men, whom I soon recognize to be from Czech republic. Jokes follow as well as some Slovak phrases from them, and Czech attempts from my side. Though I am open minded about any culture and nationality, it's just nice to feel a bit of homely Czecho-Slovakia wherever you are.

At a viewpoint overlooking the Manang valley, we take lots of pictures, get a snack, and I also announce my plan to continue on my own for the next couple days, sleep in Ledar and then High camp the day after. Others being understanding, I say the goodbyes attempting a Gandalf-like line: "on Sunday the 3rd, with the first rays of sunshine, look high up to the north, I'll be waiting for you". However, I don't have a white horse, neither a cool magic stick, so I simply unceremoniously turn around and start the descent into the next valley, leaving Margsyandi River behind for good.

The point where I waved goodbye to Margsyandi for good, and said "see you in couple days" to our group

The trail descends steeply to Thorong Khola and then rises again to join the main circuit trail. Back on the red mark, I get a bit weary of arriving late to Ledar and securing a room, so I speed up. My energy tank is low though, and the last hour of the day's hiking is a real struggle. Finally, the small village of Ledar (also written Churi Ledar, or Leather, or all kinds of different variations…) appears just a few hundred meters away. I cross the bridge, climb the last stairs and head straight for the first lodge that I see.

My favorite guest house of the trek - at Churi Ledar.

And what a great choice it was! The sunny courtyard circled by lovely tiny houses, hot shower, and - what was the best - a guitar hanging in the dining room. And this time, the guitar was a good one! It was a Givson (nope, no typo there) - some sort of electro-acoustic full body with a nice warm sound - not too mellow and not too sharp. But first I shower, get some warm food and "get my shit together". After the long hike today, I feel really messed up, but the cozy interior of the sun-warmed dining room does the fix eventually.

I find out that Kirsten and Jack whom we've met a few days ago are staying at the same place and we have a late lunch together. After that I pick the guitar and spend a good couple of hours going through almost my whole song book. The atmosphere at the moment is unique, very quiet and almost family-like, with people occasionally humming along or Kirsten joining at times. A very memorable time, refilling my near-empty music tank and once more cutting the long guitar withdrawal symptoms.

This Givson guitar made my day.

I eventually leave the guitar playing to focus on other things - dinner, tea, prep for the next day. Time flies quickly, especially here in the mountains, where the length of the day is dictated by the sun - as soon as it sets, temperatures drop and one sooner or later goes wrap themselves in the sleeping bag and blankets. In the similar spirit, day usually starts at dawn, which gives yet another reason to wrap the day up early enough.

Internet works for as long as electricity does, which is not long in Ledar, but long enough to coordinate with the rest of the group - they will aim for High Camp the next day too, and I agree to book a room for them once I arrive. I feel a bit uneasy about people making such an altitude gain in one day (850 meters from 4050 to 4900), especially thinking of Maik who hasn't done any of the acclimatizing side-trips to Ice lakes or Tilicho lake. But it's not my call here, so I simply hope for the best.

Did I say the temperatures can drop to freezing in the rooms
too?

On my way to the room, I run into Kristen who points out the clear sky above - an incredible display of stars and Milky way. I try a few photos and eventually get a nice enough pic with the maximum shutter speed of 32 sec, though still far from the stellar beauty that only my eyes could capture.

I read some of Dying to be me, a book that was on my Kindle for a while, but I never got around to it. John Mayer's tunes from Born and Raised album accompany my reading and eventually I doze off.

Yep, a day to remember.

Saturday 2.11 - The porter is a horse

The alarm rings at 6 am and I spring to my feet and start the now well rehearsed routine of packing the backpack and prepping my stuff.

Morning from Churi Ledar!

Although I ordered breakfast for 6:30, it does not come till 6:50, a delay that seems to be a trend. I nevertheless get to have my "light breakfast set", composed of porridge, tea and two boiled eggs, no bread.

I hit the road at 7:15. The valley is still very much in the shade and the cold is bitter - wherever there's water, ice can be seen too, including a waterfall on the other side of the valley which is just getting defrosted by the raising sun. I continue slowly and methodically and make a pledge not to rush it today. After all, the distance to High camp is not long, but the altitude gain is considerable and one is better off taking it slow.

After I cross the river to the west side, the path finally becomes sun-lit and I pause to change to my standard outfit of the days - shorts, long-sleeved Devold t-shirt and a light-weight jumper top.

Another landslide zone starts soon and I can't help but wonder how safe it is, with stones and rocks up above that could start tumbling down any time. Luckily, it does not last long, and Thorung Phedi appears soon after.

Thorung Phedi - many stay here overnight, then wake up at 3-4am and go through the pass.

I make a break here, getting a bread roll, cup of tea and a cinnamon roll for later. Energy replenished, I set on the final task of the day - the dreaded zig-zag from Thorung Phedi to High camp. A good 350m of elevation gain, at an altitude where one feels every centimeter.

I climb at sluggish pace, careful not to make the heart or the lungs race too much. It feels like a never-ending business and the backpack gets somewhat heavier too. Yet, the end cannot be far now and, finally, the first lodges of High camp appear up above. Interestingly, the very last meters are truly and completely exhausting and I pause every 10-15 steps to catch my breath. But eventually, I reach High camp at roughly 10:45am.

Reaching High camp, 4900m above sea level. These last steps were a total killer, and it feels a bit as if being on the Moon

I get a room for myself and try to get rooms for the rest, who are to come later. This is not so easy though, as the owner is reluctant to keep a room for someone not physically present. Furthermore, I am not completely sure if everyone will come, as I had no Internet since the evening before. But we agree a deal wherein I take one double and one triple, and he holds the triple room until noon.

I unpack and unwind a bit in the sun, which offers some warmth. Soon I spot Chris on his final ascent and I wave to him. When he comes, he explains that the others may be quite far behind, as they were trying to get a porter, and it seemed like the only available one was one that would come from Manang. Not the best news, as the owner was now quite aggressively asking "where are the people?!".

Chris somehow fights him off while I go to a viewpoint above the High camp, with fantastic views all around - starting with the ever-present giants of Annapurna III and Gangapurna in the distance, the more nearby 6000s of Yakwakang and Thorung peak (between which the pass lies) and also the small village dots in the valley below - Yak Kharka, Ledar and Thorung Phedi.

The view from High camp view point.

Thorung Phedi from the viewpoint above High camp - 5x zoom

On the way down to the camp, I meet Chris who goes up this time and tries to gain some time this way in case the owner asks for the keys.

Kristen and Jack arrive too and we all meet up in the dining room where I sit next to a friendly bunch of Welsh people (Shento, Jo, Grace) and a French girl (Gladys). I join them for a card game that seems to require lots of concentration and attention and I just about avoid defeat, while eating an apple pie that tastes truly shit, as if it was mixed with gasoline.

The Welsh group leaves to go to the viewpoint and I look for a nice spot by the window where I could read, when I spot Oli taking the final steps of the ascent, with a tiny backpack on his back. They made it!

Maik and Emma follow soon after and we greet each other as if we haven't seen each other for months. Their porter - or should I say porters? - is a lovely white pony with a smiley guy that looks to me like someone from a Bob Marley videoclip, and is called something like "Lama". Interestingly, I can't find any pics of Lama or his horse :'-( ... So below is a pic from the Internet that can serve as approximation.

The new arrivals drop their bags off and aim for the viewpoint, while I find a cozy place in the dining room and write up the diary, listening to the international voices all around me. The Russian group occupies a big table by the windows. A trio of Italians from Milan region sit nearby and I mock them if they get a pizza for the dinner. A Slovak girl (living in Barcelona) on my left says hello too and we have a little Slovak chit-chat. And I also poll everyone for their leaving time the next day - it seems like they're all planning to leave crazy early, 4am, 4:30, or 5 the very latest. The quoted reason is the wind which is apparently quiet in the morning, but starts to blow more wildly later. The negative trade-off, however, is the freezing cold morning temperature and the first couple of hours of hiking with the head torches on. Choose one.

The fellowship sat for dinner and the departure time was discussed, eventually chosen as 6:45. Chris pushed for 7:30, arguing the crazy morning hours can be avoided as we already have the head start from Thorong Phedi done. I was keen to start at 6, a bit wary of the freezing winds, thinking back to the Tilicho lake experience. But not wanting to freeze in the pre-sunrise temperatures either, 6:45 seemed like a good compromise.

The dining room got completely packed and it was quite a contrast to the peaceful, personal atmosphere from Ledar the night before. I did not really feel up for the noise and tiredness also started to creep on me. And when the stuck chimney caused the whole room to be almost completely smoked, I decided to go to bed early, at 6:30pm already.

And it wasn't even Santa Claus that got stuck in the chimney...

Sunday 3.11 - The D-Day

This is it. This is the day. The day we should get enchiladas in Muktinath. At least that's what my guidebook said.

Although I promised everyone it will be a sleepless night, with the high altitude and bitter cold, I slept super well, maybe even claiming the best night on the trek.

At my usual 5am toilet break I observe already a lot of commotion in the camp - groups leaving for the pass and many more torch lights just finishing the climb from Thorong Phedi. Regardless, I aim back to bed for a few more minutes of warmth and sleep.

We slowly gather for the breakfast at 6, and I eat some potatoes and toasts. Emma shows up and I immediately see that something is wrong. She feels unwell, does not have appetite and has already popped a tablet to subdue a headache. She puts it down to bad food, strain from hiking or other causes, but I am hundred percent sure it's the altitude. I don't want to alarm her or anyone too soon though - it's not too far to the pass and the ideal scenario is crossing it and descending to Muktinath. Yet I decide to keep an eye on her - AMS can quickly turn serious.

The initial segment of the High camp - Thorung la pass

We set off before the planned 6:45am departure already. Emma is really tired, feels nauseatic and has taken no Diamox. We start sluggishly and pause very frequently in the initial steep ascent. and I am quietly putting the odds as 80 to 20 that we'll need to turn back. I suggest the option to Emma, but try to keep it open as only she knows how she feels. When she says she never felt worse in her life, but keeps going despite, I don't know what to think, so I just keep going myself too.

I pull out some sweet candies back from Lidl back home, and they seem to work providing some energy. Shortly, we reach a small tea house where Chris and Oli wait for the rest of us and offer some tea. When we check the distance to the pass, I suddenly see hope - it's just about 2.5 km air distance to the top! And since we started in High camp (4900m), it can't be too much more elevation gain anymore! Perhaps we'll all make it after all…

The pass is somewhere in front of us - is there still much more to climb?

Brief pause. The amount of struggle and the
heaviness of breathing at this altitude
is hard to describe

Maik and I keep Emma company, and I try to also make her slow down as much as possible. This may seem a bit against the logic, as it is staying in the altitude that's dangerous. Equally though, the desire to get it done quickly can set the heart and lungs racing, and could have bad consequences very quickly.

We now see the Thorong peak on the left and Yakwakang on the right. The pass is somewhere in between and it appears we just dealt with the last steep climb of the trek. I now feel like the odds have flipped and it wouldn't make sense to turn now - the victory is near!

So is the snow at the heel of the peaks, now truly just a stone's throw away. Behind us, the magnificent views are springing to horizon one by one, with the Chuli East range, Annapurnas in the far distance and many other giants decorating the impressive scenery.

All around us, snow covered peaks jump into the view

Last steps towards the pass...!

The frustrating series of "blind summits" have started by now and it only adds to Emma's (and ours) struggle. I try to lighten the mood by comparing her to Frodo, whose ring was getting heavier as he was nearing Mordor. "If you let me… Just for a while, Mr Frodo", I'd say. But just like Frodo, Emma chose to fight the altitude by herself and - impressively - keeps going. By now I am sure though that she'll make it and soon someone hails the familiar praying flags on the horizon, some 300 meters away. Brief downhill, final ascent and…

We made it. Thorong La pass, 5416 meters above sea level.



We quickly take a few common pics with the sign on the top that's queued for by all the trekkers. Lama with the horse are already there and Oli, Maik and Emma re-pack their backpacks and wave him goodbye. We don't linger longer than necessary and we start the descent into the new valley, and a new world, and possibly to new ourselves (deep, right? I know!)

Already on the other side of the pass. The barren landscape begins, but the taste of victory is sweet

It starts slowly, but drops continuously. And to the great relief, Emma says she feels better already a couple hundred meters down, and it only improves from there on. Phew!

The descent is monotonous, tedious, and long. The valley with Muktinath opens up below us and it's quite a desert, barren landscape. The clouds start to come in too, but after a few hours we reach the tea houses at ~4200m where the first beers are cracked open in some premature celebration, along with Eyvert and Anouk, a Dutch couple we met at Tilicho base camp.

Series of tea houses at 4200m, still over hour away from Muktinath, but low enough to say "we've made it" already

We push on for the last 500m of elevation loss to Muktinath, me being deep in conversation with Maik. I learn that he gave up drinking for a year as a bet with his brother, so as to help him turn to the right path - a big respect for this. I also like his attitude to life, not being afraid to try new things, which eventually brought him to do this trek and definitely worked for his career too. Finally, I am amused by Maik's point of view when we discuss girls and when I complain how I find it difficult to find the right girl these days. He says "Fero, why don't you take Emma?" to which I reply "Maik, what do you mean, I can't just take Emma, this is not a supermarket!", with Maik countering "I don't know Fero, to me it is a bit like shopping in a supermarket...", going on to explain how little thinking there was in the time he met his girlfriend some years ago. There's a pinch of wisdom and a grain of truth in what he says, and I name the whole process "supermarket decisions" and make a mental note to live by it more often.

Muktinath shows itself in front of us and I am surprised to see quite a few tall buildings, modern hotels and a general feel of the town as if it was a suburb of Kathmandu. It's obvious that the new road changed this area considerably, but I am not sure if this is for better or worse - it really feels suddenly like too much civilization and in turn causes me to feel like this is the end of the trek. Whereas in the past, people would walk further to places like Tatopani, now everyone talks of taking a jeep down, or even flying from Jomsom..

Nevertheless, today is not over yet. We look for a well-known Bob Marley hotel in the town center and take two rooms in there. Celebrations follow, with some good and finally different choices of food (tho no enchiladas, as I advertised pretty much to everyone I met that day) and many beers. Dutch folks stay in the hotel too, so do the Welsh people and Kirsten and Jack come over too. It's a good evening, and we're all happy to have made it alive and well.

No Enchiladas, but awesome food and great vibes just the same.

The early start and my unhealthy cough of the last days, however, prompt me to go to bed already at 8:30. There's noise from the hotel's music, smoke from the fireplace and in my state I don't feel like staying here another day. I am also not too much in a mood for drinking and partying, and at this time, I am more looking for some quiet time on my own.

For with the pass now behind us, it felt like I crossed some path in my mind too. And it was around this time that the decision was finally made, or more like accepted. Perhaps it was not entirely a "supermarket decision", but nonetheless, I now knew that I'll be going to London... And as much as I was happy to finally move from that sweet limbo state whereby one still has both options on the table, I knew what was awaiting me - leaving the ONS and Cardiff. And that thought was growing heavier with every second...

Chris and Oli come to the room at some point and through my earplugs I hear their dimmed voices. Oli seems to struggle zipping himself up in his sleeping bag and eventually I hear a big thud as he falls from the bed, likely still tightly cocooned.

I smile and fall asleep.